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Post by donk on Dec 14, 2015 20:14:29 GMT -5
I been around long enough to remember when PA member goodETxSG used to mention his name (Corey) in posts he made on PA, the most interesting of which involved the insider information about a program he worked on (solar warden) with the Secret Space Program.
He posted a lot, and I never "resonated" with his info...in fact something other than the bold purpleness of his words always rubbed me the wrong way.
I always felt his stuff would the type of stuff I really wanted to read, but for some reason... I had some weird repulsion like the same poles of a magnet getting near each other or something...it's a phenomenon I'd like to explore elsewhere as maybe you have some peeps that you have that with...or really I'd really love to know if I have that effect on someone...but I digress...back to topic
I remember as I was trying to reflect on a forum level in a thread I made (but now can't read as it is private and I got booted...but you can put a timeframe on it by digging that mirror thread up if it's still there in threads I made), I remember he kinda seemed a little upset at what he perceived me to be doing with that thread for some reason--as coincidentally, he chose that time to roll out a sort of "troll warning" thread...where he published what read to me like the Intel services' handbook for using communication as a weapon.
Anyways that ain't important to y'all, I'm sure (and may not be accurate, just my perception of events)...but is to me to try to put it in a linear time context. So it was about a week after that when his stint at being just some dude posting came to an end.
There was a veritable buzz around the forum, an energy the sensitive said they feel (whenever it comes around again, as it seemed to on a pretty regular basis), I guess a sort of anticipation of the all new super secret whistleblower disclosure...giddy children at Xmas time
I'm not all that intuitive, but for whatever reason (maybe we can explore?) my spider senses were tingling....and I "knew" it was friggin Corey before the thing even rolled out.
The thing being Christine's (Anderson, then respected mod of Avalon whilst unbeknownst to PA married to Bill) recorded conversation with him...an "explosive interview" that was so dangerous to be exposed that we (PA membership) weren't allowed to post his name.
And then shit went crazy...and I'm trying to understand how. It is difficult for me to even piece together the events Bill or Corey or Christine even want us to believe actually happened.
As for discerning the information into some coherent reality I'm ok with accepting I experienced?
Well maybe we can put some pieces together and form some sort of consensus...I don't want say "reality"...not entirely...how about a framework of some recent history we can agree on?
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Post by donk on Dec 14, 2015 20:27:13 GMT -5
During that wild whacky time...I found myself at the only forum I thought I could speak freely at--at least on private threads there...I can't remember why this one is, but alas you have to join to see: imaginativeworlds.com/forum/showthread.php?29712-My-soap-opera&highlight=Soap+opera....That's sort of a look back in time, at how I was seeing my reality back then, I think it's worth the price of membership alone* ..but alpha, who runs the ship is amazing. Her decade-plus running forum is the place I'd recommend to someone looking for a better version of Avalon: a lovely social fun place, inspired by the love of Art Bell's work, but not by any means exclusive to it...it is really great, but really small as far as active posters. It has tons and tons of serious and intriguing and interesting stuff, I pop in whenever I can, always something good to read. Anyways I'm not trying to plug it, just genuinely sharing my appreciation of it. I AM plugging my thread though...I would love any feedback if you shared any parts of that experience with me, especially if you can fill in some gaps. The other thread I want to plug there is also private, and I remember it being very revelatory: imaginativeworlds.com/forum/showthread.php?29629-Psyops-on-forums&highlight=Soap+operaThey are both really good at showing some the context of where I am coming from...
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Post by Doc savage on Dec 16, 2015 17:25:59 GMT -5
madness spreads like an illness..a virus..in the right condtions it can and will thrive.if it cant survive cause condtions are unfavorable it dies..they fed a virus on the pa without realizing it.on the other end of this if you flip it...it brought a revealing aspect of the forum and its leadership that was hidden or buried prior.Truth isn't always easy to swallow or see when it is refused and overlooked.when it hits your heart and beliefs it gets messy.sometimes a good knock up side the head/heart is healthy.sorry no gaps filled only a perspective added..
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Post by donk on Dec 16, 2015 19:57:13 GMT -5
No apologies,I like it, thanks...i definitely chew on thoughts along those lines
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Post by purplelama on Jan 13, 2016 18:25:32 GMT -5
madness spreads like an illness..a virus..in the right condtions it can and will thrive.if it cant survive cause condtions are unfavorable it dies..they fed a virus on the pa without realizing it.on the other end of this if you flip it...it brought a revealing aspect of the forum and its leadership that was hidden or buried prior.Truth isn't always easy to swallow or see when it is refused and overlooked.when it hits your heart and beliefs it gets messy.sometimes a good knock up side the head/heart is healthy.sorry no gaps filled only a perspective added.. This is Captain Copy/Paste.
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Post by donk on Jan 13, 2016 20:33:30 GMT -5
Nah I know who that is, it is DEFINITELY an old, good friend Speaking of which, nice to hear from you, my old good friend
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Post by Doc savage on Jan 14, 2016 10:10:00 GMT -5
and good to hear from you old friend...
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Post by donk on Feb 1, 2016 10:57:12 GMT -5
This just kills me: projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?88315-David-Wilcock-Corey-Goode-Interview-Jan-2016-Secret-Space-Program-ET-Disclosure-Inner-Earth&p=1039805&viewfull=1#post1039805Dude goes by name "dedukshyn" or some variant the word "deduction" which is how I always read the handle of who was an old favorite poster who I used to think among more the sensible over there, here's his post: This fucking train wreck of a "topic" would be long dead if instead of just this "tidbit", the geniuses of Avalon could remember how much Bill Ryan trumped his new sooper secret insider, how his mods and the more vocal faithful made sure everyone was protecting his by removing Corey's and dismissing anyone who brought any of dedukshyn's other points in real time instead of his wonderful hindsight here... why don't you point to anyone saying any of this shit when it was happening fuck-nuts? The tidbit I remember is the active silencing of anyone criticizing the forums' flavor of the month DWs colleagues, eh? I guess the tidbit you're remembering didn't include him do interviews with the founder of the forum that created the goodET? Cue Buono indeed you deductive mofo...
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Post by donk on Feb 1, 2016 12:42:51 GMT -5
Oh well, it’s a good segue into getting what I consider an important nugget on the record for this story:
Christine Anderson, wife of Bill Ryan and friend to Corey Goode at that time, claims the interviews (which Bill unveiled to great fanfare on the project) were published before Corey gave consent, when she was not in a position to stop him or express her objections to making him a "whistleblower". I’d provide a link to that thread, but it really sucks Vbulletin makes it so hard to search the forums for non-members and for me on an iPhone it’s impossible (it is considered a malicious site by my work’s firewall HAHA!!!)…unfortunately no one’s seemed to bump it for quite some time.
Anyways, personally I believe her, but would expect no one else to…nor do I really think she would expect anyone else to just based on her word alone. I don’t even think her providing proof would really do anything positive except give affirmation to those that doubt her character (or cling to their beliefs about Bill’s), but whatever…I invite her to but wouldn’t expect it, her recounting those days was good enough for me. And it’s really neither here nor there, just me fully disclosing my understanding of the situation, background for what I think should be blatantly clear:
Bill’s support of and/or actual decision to leave up (if he did not actually post) the much hyped “whistleblower interview” and support of hiding Corey’s name and defense of the validity and integrity of him and his story right up to the confusing meltdown of PA character GoodETxSG actually happened, regardless of what tidbits the old guard faithful care to recall….I watched as a good chunk of the forum aggressively defended the narrative, CG’s integrity, and his fake privacy, for a decent chunk of time.
The self-fellating bullshit stinks even more when clever-ass Billy boy pops in to make “Alice in Wonderland” references….but I am really pointing all this out cuz I puked my mouth when I read Bill say:
“I wrote to David at some length with my detailed misgivings and concerns (back in May of last year, 2015), and he never replied”
Well, sir, was that before or after you posted his video? If you had these misgivings then, were you sharing with the target audience of the video unleashed on your forum at the time?
If May ’15 was deep into the Corey shit, is this some sort of admission that you got played, made a mistake you regretted (but still dance around ever owning)?
And David fucking Wilcock giving one of your goofy ass posters not only replies to email but his full support…while not answering an email from you…what exactly does that say?
Maybe if you shared the email it would be revealing as to why he didn’t reply?
Nevermind on that last one, we all know how horrible it is for you to share anything you say to someone in private with other people can be…but I digress. I’m a little bitter because me publicly banging on Bill trying to get him to clear up the nature of his relationship with DW played a large part in my not having the “privledge” of asking these types of questions there, where they belong…spring of last year was when I had changed my attitude of being pissed off at the betrayal I felt when I realized how different Bill actually was (and so to, his project) from what I was lead to believe to one where I focused on helping be the change I wanted to see.
So while it’s nice to vent some of my personal BR issues, my primary intent was to post up another side of the story…watching “wise” men rewrite history what triggered me to re-examine this horse shit that so many would rather just “move on” from
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Post by simon on Feb 1, 2016 14:07:43 GMT -5
Christine Anderson, wife of Bill Ryan and friend to Corey Goode at that time, claims the interviews (which Bill unveiled to great fanfare on the project) were published before Corey gave consent, when she was not in a position to stop him or express her objections to making him a "whistleblower". I’d provide a link to that thread, but it really sucks Vbulletin makes it so hard to search the forums for non-members and for me on an iPhone it’s impossible (it is considered a malicious site by my work’s firewall HAHA!!!)…unfortunately no one’s seemed to bump it for quite some time. Oh, donk, I wonder if this is the thread (post #697) you were referring to by any chance ? Re: A major new interview with a Project Avalon Whistleblower (Questions for GoodETxSG) Here is what GoodETxSG deleted......... Saturday, December 20, 2014 [post continues]
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Post by donk on Feb 1, 2016 14:24:45 GMT -5
That would be it, thanks!
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Post by simon on Feb 1, 2016 14:38:08 GMT -5
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Post by donk on Feb 1, 2016 18:32:05 GMT -5
Nice one!! Bill is a fuckin demon slayer, eh: I wish I got him to handle my house before unfriended me, damn, I'd be half way clear if he put in 12 hours here...
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Post by simon on Feb 2, 2016 7:02:45 GMT -5
Heh .. apparently it seems like there was some kind of a showdown between the two of 'em eh ?
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Post by donk on Feb 2, 2016 8:40:04 GMT -5
Ha, I think that's kind of what Bill (and Corey, and DW) would like us to believe is the interesting story, frankly the "emergence" of goodET was embarrassing to me, I was ashamed to have given the project so much of my energy, so much of me. I am the opposite of the faithful there, I do appreciate all I learned, looking back I'd never trade it for the world and don't regret, I got back as much as I put in...which makes me sad* to see that even his latest play as abuser and victim simultaneously in the reality he created around the end of his marriage (which is intimately tied with the goodET emergence). *sad not that I was surprised he'd try a move like that, sad that the "smart ones" at the project still excuse his shit and support his creation. That enabling has lots of real parallels with my real life, I'll continue to engage in what a lot of peeps see as drama (for the sake of it)...but this kind of shit dominates some major parts of my off line reality, so I learn a lot, while helping a friend. I really hope to help in nudging a couple more of people I'd come to care about and would love to converse with out of their enabling the cult of BR's personality...but shit man, if creating Corey and shitting on his secret wife can be denied/excused away...it's a tough cookie to crack. More on topic though, I just want to point out your image, while funny and true, is closer to the reality those guys are creating than what actually occurred in mine. A better one might be this one: The creator of one plastic dark warrior being tossed aside by his own creation, with the more interesting line being how the goodET came to be in the position he is now in. Except instead of falling into an abyss, the dark master continues to enjoy the respect of his minions. Maybe they can be turned to the light? Or at least, maybe some these loops can be broken...
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