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WARNING
Dec 12, 2015 9:10:57 GMT -5
Post by donk on Dec 12, 2015 9:10:57 GMT -5
If you've come seeking safety, security, or privacy, you are not at the right place.
If you are looking for an outlet where your thoughts, feelings, ideas and beliefs will be protected from criticism, disagreement, and even ridicule, you'd probably be better off elsewhere.
If you're looking for the comfort of a hierarchy, democracy, authority, or other common social structure, please know that I am trying to create something else.
This WILL be a social experiment. It CAN be a data mine. It MAY BECOME a draw to any number of energies, positive, negative and everywhere in between.. I INTEND to leave it relatively vulnerable to attack, I don't want to "own" or "possess" it...I will not being suring up "defenses" for it. I ANTICIPATE the possibility negative external interference, including deception, trolling, rudeness, and attempts to harm and influence.
I have multiple purposes in mind for this place, and all of them are primarily towards the breaking of loops, by identifying disempowering patterns and counter~evolutionary behavior. If a community forms in the process, so be it...though I will do everything possible to encourage you to help me try to make it completely different than anything you've become used to.
This is not a gathering of friends, a safe place from "enemies"...there will be no secret forums, favored elite, or back channel interactions. I do not want to keep any secrets, occult any information, entertain delusions of "privacy", or create any particular overall "positivity".
My personal mission in life is to seek out the lies I tell myself. The origin of this forum is the manifestation of my projection of my inward journey on to the external. Anyone who cares to join is welcome--I appreciate any input in creating this reality.
I believe that with emotional maturity, personal responsibility, mutual respect, and fearlessness, we can create the reality I would like to see. Join me?
PS-I'm slightly dyslexic and often drop words. I'm lazy as hell and rarely look at my own words. I do go back from time to time...and clean up typos if I see them and feel like it. Please let me know whenever my jarbled nonsense is too incoherent for you to discern, and I will try to clean it up. Thanks...your humble servant, Phil
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Dec 14, 2015 16:49:41 GMT -5
Post by Simon on Dec 14, 2015 16:49:41 GMT -5
Well donk, I wish you the best of luck in getting this off the ground however IME a "community" can only function when, as mentioned above, there is enough of the presence of "emotional maturity, personal responsibility, mutual respect, and fearlessness" which in turn will require someone to make certain decisions when such things get "trampled all over" by those "uncaring ones" eh ?
Also, as a kind of retort to your last point, what's wrong with this Reality right now ? Or perhaps it's like it is for a reason ...
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WARNING
Dec 14, 2015 18:07:21 GMT -5
via mobile
Post by donk on Dec 14, 2015 18:07:21 GMT -5
So far, this reality, here/now, is great, thanks for asking. It's a little lonely, but my intent is not to create a community, if that happens...ie the forum aspect "gets off the ground", I hope it to be significantly different in a lot of ways to the hierarchical structure with the authority providing security for the not-responsible-enough-to-resolve-problems-on-their-own members.
You may say I'm dreamer...I am optimistic we can create something better, but I won't be surprised if the issues i assume you're implying become apparent, as I'm guessing they more than likely will.
Way more than wanting to create a community, I want to study the consequences of providing my vision of a "truth"/disclosure outlet...attacks and all.
I'm fascinated by the emotional charge a lot of people when a forum is "attacked". This is after all text on a screen, you ideally should be able to choose to not read, and maybe even read and not take what's written personally.
So it will be interesting to see. I'm sure my intent is already is twisted dozens of different ways in each reader's head...and I understand it's a tall order to try to address those that the inquisitive ask about or angerily attack...but we'll see how it goes.
This thing is free. I don't want donations. I don't even want anyone's energy or attention that they're not mindfully choosing to contribute. We'll see what happens, I guess.
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Dec 14, 2015 18:32:43 GMT -5
Post by donk on Dec 14, 2015 18:32:43 GMT -5
Just to be clear: I'm not opposed to a thriving healthy community, and I'm not inviting (& don't want) attacks.
But I'm not interested in making a social club, I ain't gonna be the one to lighten it up (or be overly polite) to make anyone feel comfortable. I'll stand up to any abuse I see, but I'm not going vigilantly santize it.
In a lot of ways: I'm a lazy, lazy man. I am not babysitting, compared to others places, this is the Wild West.
But maybe we'll get some insight into how to create a better reality. Practical lessons.
If your reality is perfect, awesome...help be an example here, as I have to imagine you came for the information. Mine isn't. I have to deal with shit with uncanny parallels in real life to nearly every aspect of everything I've brought up so far about my journey on these forums.
So to retort to your retort, I hope that if--as you suggest--there is a reason for the "way it is", that it's knowable. Well, at least worth trying to work towards....cuz that's the essence of a primary purpose: create a reality where we can try to figure it out, where there's clarity...and when there's not, we can discuss it.
I don't want it to be like it is (the reality I find myself in), a lot of parts of it, anyway. So I am trying to be the change I want to see
Thanks for posting Simon, help me shape this reality, if you'd like...
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Dec 15, 2015 15:58:37 GMT -5
Post by Simon on Dec 15, 2015 15:58:37 GMT -5
It's me again Thanks for the replies ... lots of food for thought ! Just thinking out loud (so-to-speak) but let's say 'You' and 'I' and whomever else joins in, starts some kind of reality-creation project (like a thought experiment) here ... now unless what we say matches our non-forum lives as well it won't come to much will it ? That's why I consider such forums as only having a limited effect because we're only kind of sharing some "headspace" whereas a large number of people who meet face-to-face and share some space together would likely have a bigger "group" influence ... if you see what I mean ? Nevertheless I do value the sense of continuity such forums can and do provide Cheers, Simon.
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Dec 15, 2015 18:30:40 GMT -5
Post by donk on Dec 15, 2015 18:30:40 GMT -5
I see exactly what you mean.
In fact, that's deeply tied into my primary purpose for "my walking my walk here". I learned the importance of self awareness and responsibility on Project Avalon, a lot of it from direct interaction with Bill (& Christine).
I apply lessons learned here in real life on a regular basis. I used to share just about every single one. It's actually what helped me, a lot...working out things in one realm in practice on the other. I had a shitload of posts, most of them pretty long, if a anyone cared to take the time you could get a pretty idea of who I am...or at least WAS during that time period.
I liked to think that me working my issues and sharing my experiences helped others. I found that opening up encouraged others to do so, and lifted my energy levels. It's wonderful and I feel like if this successful that would manifest here...honest people sharing experiences wanting to expose the lies they tell themselves, and project it outward.
I live it. Every day. I'm not perfect and will always be growing, but this is a reflection of my life. When I come across something I don't understand, I enthusiastically dig for as much truth as I can.
Which ain't always easy. And it's uncanny how shit emerges here that is an exact parallel to something there. The most obvious example being a large, diverse family full of people absolutely in love with lying, raised in a society built on lies.
The thing is....there's weird shit that those social norm lies make it difficult to learn about, even make it seem it unimportant...and completely crazy. And so peeps come here to make sense of it....where they should expect lies, though somehow in the forum world that taught me how important it is to know thyself...so many of the loudest and most compelling or charismatic voices (leaders) seem to KNOW everything. And the followers do too, without even seeming to realize it.
You really hit on my most primary of intents: sharing my belief that learning to expose the lies I tell myself is the most empowering, most important thing to do, with every thought and choice. And I don't want to LEAD understanding how I'm right, I want to expose it to be ripped to shreds, dissected, and destroyed if turns out that itself is a lie. Right now, to me...that's the best approach to finding and spreading and sharing truth.
To me: truth = light = love = information
So hoping this hasn't all been tangential, I believe a fun community would thrive if we are successful. But that's a byproduct of our honest empowering actions in providing "good" information that exposes the pitfalls and issues and lies that create the problems in any of the creations I've experienced already. That's a super-tall order, so taking it one baby step at time, I am focusing on finding the truth about the pieces of my reality I not only experienced, but really put a lot of energy into.
And that's really difficult to pull off without looking like I'm just expressing personal issues. Which I'm sure turns people off from joining a "community". A tricky loop. So I ask you help me stay focused, if you really want to do this...I'd be tickled, and even if not I greatly appreciate your contribution so far
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WARNING
Dec 15, 2015 19:08:04 GMT -5
Post by donk on Dec 15, 2015 19:08:04 GMT -5
I hope it's a good sign how much I love the energy brought by the first 4 peeps:
becc, who knows all about people's quest to find the lies they tell, but has never experienced a forum,
and then two really close but extremely different forum veteran friends how have reason to distrust each other...both of whom may never post--but I'm still thrilled to have their energy here, just their presence, together, has me stoked.
And you, Simon, whether you join or not...I couldn't have asked for the level of balance you have brought...in such a way that leaves me without even having to worry about whether or not trust you
It's a helluva start
It's tricky, I really want to bring the discussion around to examining energy. But I don't want to get ahead of ahead of myself, the intent was draw what most consider a huge negative charge, that so far has been ignoring the invitation...staying in the dark corners of forums, that would be better served to be lit up
A lot of people choose the community they feel is "safest". I think the one that seems to be the safest, that I had actually believed was, may not be exactly as it seems. Examining that and fixing any problems would be a service to all who find themselves in this reality. And hell, maybe even if we do it right, we can set an example
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WARNING
Dec 16, 2015 12:05:33 GMT -5
Post by Simon on Dec 16, 2015 12:05:33 GMT -5
Hey Donk, I have no agenda or topics I actively want to talk about just now, so if you wanted to explore the "huge negative charge" or create a space for that "issue" I'll be happy to read along and maybe contribute ? Ah, I haven't registered (joined) yet because I can't promise (commit) to being around (here) just now ... I'll see how it goes though OK, so about "energy" then, you've said before (above) : I'm fascinated by the emotional charge a lot of people [project ?] when a forum is "attacked". This is after all text on a screen, you ideally should be able to choose to not read, and maybe even read and not take what's written personally. Well I don't know about you but sometimes I just sense when a website has "bad energy" after a few seconds of reading from it ... so with respect to what I've quoted the "emotional charge" is very real, I feel, and as such is contained within / as the words on the screen ! Reader Beware eh ?
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Dec 16, 2015 19:55:34 GMT -5
Post by donk on Dec 16, 2015 19:55:34 GMT -5
Is the tendancy to conclude that it's our own shit, a "natural" phenomenon?
And supposing not, is the designed, intentioned program or spell or device or method or whatever practically knowable?
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Dec 19, 2015 5:20:47 GMT -5
Post by shezbeth on Dec 19, 2015 5:20:47 GMT -5
... Sounds like fun. ^_^
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Dec 19, 2015 11:22:11 GMT -5
Post by donk on Dec 19, 2015 11:22:11 GMT -5
Hey hey...you joining definitely adds to the fun fo sho.
I would love to hear some sharing about your recent interactions with the infamous Charles, what happened to his presence on inphinet, I had only just found it and rose erased him before I get through his stuff...
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Dec 19, 2015 16:30:12 GMT -5
Post by shezbeth on Dec 19, 2015 16:30:12 GMT -5
I think you are misinterpreting the identity of your counter-party,...
... but I might be of assistance in that regard.
Edit: Nevermind, I mis-read the syntax of your response.
I'll summarize that element simply (per the information I've been made aware). Charles (he claims to hate it when people call him that BTW) was removed from Inphinet with cause. He currently operates his own forum or whatever god-knows where; I am inclined to remain ignorant of its location or contents.
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Dec 20, 2015 20:56:28 GMT -5
Post by donk on Dec 20, 2015 20:56:28 GMT -5
He's pretty special
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Dec 21, 2015 10:23:39 GMT -5
Post by 666 on Dec 21, 2015 10:23:39 GMT -5
Nibiru/Elenin Caused by Bill Ryan and Kerry Cassidy of Projects Camelot and Avalon.
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Dec 21, 2015 11:14:50 GMT -5
Post by donk on Dec 21, 2015 11:14:50 GMT -5
AWWWW That video is almost as cute as your choice of handle Welcome, looking forward to more contributions...
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